Feel so warm this year ♥

I never celebrate my own birthday. Almost every year, nobody will remember and I also forget sometimes.

But, this year, I really happy.

Not because of the present my best friends gave me, but, heyy! Is friendship!

When I was in primary school, nobody cares about me and I had not much friends.

I was not happy those days...

But, especially this year, form 3, there are too much who cares and be friends with me, I was touched and so happy. Never feel so warm before, I was really happy and thanks, friends, I love you all so much!!!!!

Really, thanks for being my friend!

Love you all so much.

Thanks for let me feel so warm!

Those days I miss

Those days, I'm scare I can't go back to those days any more.

Those days, the sun was so warm. Although you are outside and under the sun, you won't feel hot. It is just so warm, it was.

And I still remember that day was so close to Christmas. I can feel it. The Tv was showing so many cartoons that I like it so much that time when I was still a kid. And I was looking outside the glass door. Papa's sunny was not here. And I'm waiting for him to back. That's all in my mind and all I knew. Papa haven't bought kancil that time, I was still remember.

I really miss those days. Those days were the days I can't forget for my whole life just b'cuz there's happiness and love from family exist.

And now, there's nothing exist that I can find inside this house. I wonder isn't this is my house, my sanctuary or just only a place where I survive and sleep...... Guess I just can't find it any more.

Those days, just won't happen again, can't go back again.

Feelings, will not repeat; things, that separate won't able to watch again.

Papers, that cut down into pieces will not return together again,

Unless,

Miracle.

Our dream...

Outside was raining. When my family were watching the football final match for SEA Games 2011 between Malaysia and Indonesia. Meanwhile, I was watching the anime I borrow from Sabrina named "Yumeiro Patissierre". Actually this time is the second time I watch this anime, because holiday is so boring so I borrow it again.

This story is about a girl named Amano Ichigo's patissierre dream. Ichigo means strawberry.

To be a patissierre (means people who make deserts and cakes) like her grandmother, she was so hard-working. Although there were many problems happen that Ichigo needs to face but she always face it, solve it and fight for it.

I admire her so much. At last, she was able to become and able to learn in Paris. Her dream come true. I envy Ichigo was able to make her dream come true. I really hope that my dream will also come true. Even though it's hard to let it come true...... Did I mention about my dream? I, always dream that I'll be an author, to write amazing stories. I'm dreaming about people who read my books will be touched and really enjoy it, discover and find out the message that I want to send out. :)

Although it just a dream, and my sisters and friends like Victoria and Jiahui don't believe my dream will come true but, heyy, I will definitely won't give up on it!

I believe, my dream will come true, just like Ichigo.

Together, we make our dream become reality :)

Gambateh♥

♥Thank you Ichigo, makes me believe that "dream come true"♥

F.T.Island♥

I buy the new issue of YG. magazine!! Guess what? The new issue free F.T.Island oppa'sposter!!!!!!!!!!!!!! again!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was screaming!!!!!!!! (almost in the my news shop) XD

Oh my god!!! I really like F.T.Island so much so much!!!!!! Memory in F.T.Island♥

Inside also got F.T.Island's lyrics!!!!! OMG♥

And five of them are going to England with CNBlue!!!!! Cool man!!!!!! I really hope they get a good result in England and become international super band!!!!!!

"Hey!!!!! The British!!!! I'm primadonna! F.T.Island's super super big big fans!!! Please give attention for F.T.Island!!!! They are damn rock and cool and handsome♥!!!!!!"

I met Him :o

Oh my god, the Earth is so big and I can't believe that I met him after graduate three years!!

The him I mention is my primary school friend and he is also the first person said that he likes me (is a bit OMG) and untill now I still can't believe about this!!

I was working as distributing leaflets at SMK Sri Petaling with Queenie, Elaine and Sean. That day was so hot and not many people were there. I was so tired and my face almost like ice-cream under the sun, is melting :p haha, joking only, not so serious.

Then, suddenly (why am I using this word = =), a group of boys walking out from the school. The one walked in front was so familiar...... I was walking behind them just b'cuz I went to find Elaine and Sean. Suddenly (again...), he turned around and stand in front of me. The voice was his, I recognize it. He said:"You had a long hair now?" with half-smile face and I can't think anything in that little 5 seconds moment.

It was not embarrassing b'cuz I smiled back. But til now, I was still thinking about this. Can't believe I met him. Maybe the reason I was still thinking is just b'cuz wanna thank him for telling me he likes me long time ago :p

Aiya, hope we won't meet again lah!!!!!