Those days I miss

Those days, I'm scare I can't go back to those days any more.

Those days, the sun was so warm. Although you are outside and under the sun, you won't feel hot. It is just so warm, it was.

And I still remember that day was so close to Christmas. I can feel it. The Tv was showing so many cartoons that I like it so much that time when I was still a kid. And I was looking outside the glass door. Papa's sunny was not here. And I'm waiting for him to back. That's all in my mind and all I knew. Papa haven't bought kancil that time, I was still remember.

I really miss those days. Those days were the days I can't forget for my whole life just b'cuz there's happiness and love from family exist.

And now, there's nothing exist that I can find inside this house. I wonder isn't this is my house, my sanctuary or just only a place where I survive and sleep...... Guess I just can't find it any more.

Those days, just won't happen again, can't go back again.

Feelings, will not repeat; things, that separate won't able to watch again.

Papers, that cut down into pieces will not return together again,

Unless,

Miracle.